Saturday, July 4, 2009

Thermo-emotional

As I grown up, I started to realised things ain't that easy as I thought. I had always reminisce about the past especially those events in year 2008. Year 2008 was a eventful year because... ... lets say Obama got elected, 2ND is the economy crisis begins. Me, in demand of Starbucks, Youtube Live is awesome! and worse case... i got ditched, OH! my goodness what i have done for her.

Never meant to leave her, but i suffered a heavy depressions before the "ditching process". I ain't going to sleep, ain't going sleep. Cause I'm feeling very tired, sometime i just feeling like giving up. I joined a bunch of gangs and done a little bit of dirty douche bag thingy. I can't further my detail on this part :P

Until December 2008, my most honoured grandfather cried stiffly in front of me. I have a deep grief about the sadness that will affect my entire life. Rehabilitation takes upon me by lighted up my spirit and destiny. My goal is set in my mind every single day i woke up from my bed. All the negative sides of me had turned into a fighting strength

Before I woke up today, i dreamed about teacher maria said I did not perform well. But the most frequent dream that i ever had is an unknow teenage girl saying "Hi" or "Hello". It surely triggers me to wonder who the hell was that.

Peace out home-boy!

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